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I feel like I don't understand people who can walk through life with no purpose. Who go to work and do a job they hate, come home to an empty home, that may well house a family in a house but not a home. I mean when you think about it, life is the longest thing you'll ever do but its still not very long. What? 80-90 years at the most and nearly all of us won't make it that long. Why wait around and do something you hate so you can have a stack of money you'll never use?

I feel like with my life, I'd do things I can think about when I'm that old and I can't walk because of arthritos or whatever. I want to sit back and relive everything I did like I was just there. I dont think reliving a boring desk job is what I want to do. I want to look back at a perfect beach, a crazy club or something you'll truly only ever do once, like exchange. That's why one of the main reasons I came on exchange personally. To experience something I'll never experience again. People are always like "Oh you're so young, you should wait until you're older..." Why? I might not ever be 'older'. I could get hit by a bus tomorrow or I could live till im 100 but I'll still never be young enough to do exchange again. I want friends I can visit all over the world, I want to be the one who says "Oh hey! I've been there" or "I've done that!".

I'm going to live my life how I want to be able to remember it. I want the whole deal. Nights out I'll never remember, with people I'll never forget, Seeing things some people 3 times my age have never seen and doing things that I'll never tell my friends back home coz you won't understand till you've done it. I want a life that was worth living too me. I would rather be a poor travelling person, working in a bar here and there and see everything to see, then some worker at a job I hate with an extra bit of money in the bank.